...don't let them fool you...

11:22 am - how much fun can you have in one night?

Prom was sooooooo much fun!!!! I'm hella sad now that it's over. Last night was hella cool after we got back into town. Alex and Dylan came and picked me and Ashley up and we went to our hotel. We had soooo much fun last night. We stayed up all night then we all fell asleep at like 7am and woke up at 9:30 so I am hella tired and I haven't gotten much sleep in the past few nights but its cool as long as I have some coffee I'm good.

I can't wait to get my pictures developed!!!

I love you Ashley!!!!

Current Mood: drained

09:12 pm - be jealous...

Went to Michael's today with my girls Ashley and Chrissie. We got stuff to make our super awesome IxC pusrses with. We were trying to figure out how much money that we would need to purchase our stuff and if we would have enough, and the nicest lady ever turned to us and gave us $10!!! She said that she wanted to donate to our purchase and that we looked like we have a wonderful friendship! We all were about to cry! That is about the most generous thing that someone has ever done for me, especially a stranger!

Tomorrow night is the IxC Concert so me and my girls have to work on our purses in first period tomorrrow!! I am excited!!


I *heart* my girls! you guys are awesome!!

Prom is saturday, I hella excited!!!

Current Mood: cheerful

11:14 am - ...I'm talented at breathing, espacially exhalling, so that my chest will rise and fall with yours..

Yesterday wasn't as much fun as I thought it would be. Got high at lunch, that was fun. Sorry I took your slurpee Chrissie, I was too gone to know it wasn't mine. Went home took a nap, didn't want to get up cuz I was so fucking tired. Went to work at 4 got off work at 7. Hung out with Ashly for a couple hours. Went and saw Chrissie. Then the rest of the night I hung out with Bryan and Drue and we went to Ky's. Got high again (what a big suprise). Hoped that Joe would call me by 1 am but he didn't, I was kinda sad, but I really can't get mad at him because they had a show last night. I won't get to see him tonight cuz they are playing another show and even if I wanted to kick it I couldn't because I don't get off work until 10:30 and I have to be to work at 8am tomorrow morning. I hope that he call's me that would just make my day.

Current Mood: hopeful

07:36 pm - why does spring break have to end???????

The past few nights have been pretty awesome; Hung out with Chrissie and the boys...gotta love those boys. They are supper awesome, they crack us up and their band (Initiate Chaos) is tight. Hopefully i get to kick it with them tomorrow and if not were gonna kick it wednesday for sure. I'm super happy I don't have to work on wednesday, Chrissie you know why..lol. Wednesday is going to fucking rock!!






I *Heart* Chrissie!!!!

Current Mood: mellow

05:46 pm

I had a feeling that maybe it could happen, but I was just getting my hopes up.

I could have let him lead me on and let myself get hurt, but I didn't.

I just didn't want to realize what a jerk he was.

Fuck Him.

Current Mood: melancholy

07:18 pm - ...i hate work...

I hate my job. It sucks, it really really does. I am going to look for a new job.

I almost got in a car accident tonight. I was driving down nut tree and this guy on my right side hella swerved (sp?) in to my lane , so I had to swerve to my left, then he went back in to his lane he didn't even try to get in the lane I was in. I was hella scared. It was weird. just thought i'd share that with you all.

Current Mood: stressed

07:55 am - "...You would kill for this, just a little bit..."

My Weekend was pretty fun, I actually did something. On Saturday I got to hang out with Sully. We went to Mervyn's and he got socks, Then we went to starbucks so he could get a frappachino and we visited B-Mann while he was working.Sully made funof me cuz I couldn't park in the tiny parking lot togo's ,itwasn't my fault because it's so small and people park like assholes. Then I took him home so that he could borrow his stepdads car (cuz I didn't want to drive at night in my retarded car with one headlight). Then we went and hung out with his friends and then we all went to the moveis and saw Hitch, it was actually a good movie. After that we went over to his mormon friends house. Then I went home.

Current Mood: chipper

04:31 pm - "...Sing like you think no ones listening..."

I'm sitting at Sully's house right now waitng for him to take a shower. I'm Listening to my new favorite song by Straylight Run "Existentialism on Prom Night"; it's an awesome song.

07:50 am - red nail polish

I got new shoes yesterday. they are fun and pretty and they only cost me a dollar. flippin sweet. I still need a job...

Current Mood: cheerful

08:29 am - "..She has a life of her own and it shows by the benz she drives at 90 by the barbies and kens.."

My wrist hurts, really bad, I can barly move it without feeling pain. I'm going to the doctor after school today to find out what's wrong. My mom thinks that my tendons in my wrist might be swollen. Hopefully they will give me drugs and the pain will go away. There's always something wrong with me...

Current Mood: sore

05:26 pm - "you're running after something that you'll never kill"

I had a job interview today. They made me take a stupid test. Seriously, it was hella stupid, there was a question that said "What is your current drug use?" and the answers you could choose from were "1.Heavy, but controlled. 2. Light use 3.do not use" there was one more but I forgot what it was; seriously if someone is tweaking all the time are they really going to tell the truth, I don't think so. I really hope I get this job because I really need a job.

Finals are over now. This semester is really going to go by fast. I'm excited to graduate, but kinda scared also. I'm sure that I'm not the only one who feels that way.

Current Mood: curious

08:23 am - ...this is how we do it in the murder scene...

Finals...I hate finals.

I got a new shirt yesterday, it's flippin sweet. It says "CANADA AMERICA'S HAT" And It has a Canadian Maple leaf on it. I love it. I love Canada. I wish I lived in Canada, that would be awesome!!!

Current Mood: blah

07:51 am - best friends mean I pulled the trigger, best friends means you get what you deserve....

Finals are next week, Then There is only a semester left of school and then I am out of here. I can't wait!! Everyone says that I am going to miss it, the only thing that I will miss is seeing my friends everyday, but I will saty in touch with them.

After I graduate I really want to move away from Vacaville, but I doubt that will happen. I want to move away because I hate my dad. Lately we have been fighting but he is such an asshole and he never listens to anything that I say. Hopefully by summer my mom and I will have enough money to move out.

I hate how people act like your friends but then out of nowhere stop answering when you call, ignore you and make you feel like they have been using you. I guess I just have bad luck when it comes to having friends. Whatever maybe I'm just better off not having any friends.

Current Mood: angry

08:02 am - r.i.p. Milo, I love you.

last night was pretty shitty. My cat Milo got run over by a car. I cried so much. I don't even know what to say really. I'm so upset set about it. Every time things get better something bad happens and this time my cat was killed. I hope that she wasn't in pain. The person who hit her was kind enough to move her to the side of the road so she wouldn't get hit by any other cars. I'm so angry about it. My cats are the only reason I go home. They make life so much better for me I love them so much, and now milo's dead and Louie is alone. Louie keeps looking for her, expecting her to be here, so do I. I'm going to go now before I start crying again.

Current Mood: depressed

08:19 pm - ...if you marry me would you bury me?...

Current Mood: bored

02:51 pm - Things do not change...We change...

I'm going to see an old friend today. I miss her, I really do. I miss the old days. Sometimes I wish that I could go back in time and relive my life.

Current Mood: nostalgic

05:49 pm - public library....

Today has been great! I got my license yesterday and I've been driving around all afternoon! I can't wait to get my own car, that would be nice!!!

yeah that's about it.

Current Mood: cheerful

07:48 am - ...stars watch us like guardian Angels....

Yesterday was one of the worst days ever. I have never had such a shitty day in my life. Once something good happens something totally horrible comes along and ruins it. It always happens to me just when I think that things are going good and I'm happy again, just one little thing goes wrong and I am back where I started.

fuck.

I really hope that today is better.

Current Mood: depressed

07:48 am - .. get us away from tonight..

It's monday. I hate monday's.

Tomorrow I have my drive test. I'm excited!! Wish me good luck!

There's only like 19 days until Christmas. I love Christmas!

I really like the new Nelly song.

Current Mood: creative

07:54 am - ..When we kiss were perfectly alligned...

Five more days until I take my drive test. I'm excited and Nervous at the same time. I hope I pass. Maybe my dad will buy me a car, I really hope so.

Tomorrow is friday. This week went by so fast. What's everyone doing this weekend?? I really want to do something fun.

Winter Ball is coming up.I kind of want to go.

Hey Rylee..It's like a waterfall!!!

Current Mood: creative